My Day

I woke up with a right swollen eye this morning. Since last Friday night, my eye has been hurting. I thought it will go away since it hurt only after an eyelash decided to drop to my eye. Till this morning, I finally decided to consult my lovely doc. Said that I was allergic to something wor.. So my right eye was infected. OOoh.. No wonder it was so painful. It's as if there was a layer of something over my eye blocking my vision. After 29 years on earth, I finally met a doctor whom I felt that I could entrust my life to. Haaaa... She's warm, detailed, open and nice. There's this warmth in her eyes and this gentleness in her touch.

Today, I spent the day with my dogs, bed, books & TV. Sparkle just walked in and out of my room. When I am on my seat, he will be under my seat. When I am on my bed, he will jump up and sleep beside me. Watched a Korean movie. I thought it will be a happy-ending. Who knows, it's a sad romantic movie. *grimace* I thought I could really do with a joyful romantic show today!

Then I caught Get Real! which I missed on Monday. It was an interview with Pastor Andrew & Grace Choo and the girls in the Girls' Home which was set up in 1998 - Andrew & Grace Home. They interviewed one father. What the father said stabbed straight into the core of my heart. He said - Honestly, which parent will want to put their daughter to a home? But I want my daughter back. I can give up on my pride but I want my daughter back. A couple of months back, I questioned - how can any parents place their child on a BPC (Beyond Parental Control) order and thus a Girls' or Boys' Home. During that time, when I saw my girls in a Home, my heart was so painful despite knowing that a Home may be helpful. I guessed, the heart of a parent is that they want their child to grow up well. They want their child to grow up good. As Ps Andrew cried over the girl whom he has no choice but to put in isolation, I can't helped but to drop tears too. Though his ways of handling the girls are a little controversial, I guess his heart and burdens are for the troubled girls.

Today, I finally managed to re-reformatted my computer! The last time when I reformatted my PC, somehow, it got infected with a virus. So, no choice, gotta go through the whole process again. A long process but a good one. Least the virus was wiped out!