Sunday, March 12, 2006

Being Still

After a whole week of work, Sunday is the day I look forward zee MOST! It gives me the opportunity to wind down the week and do some reflection. At the same time it gives me a good chance to relax before the start of the next week.

On a rare Sunday like today, I decided to take a "loner break" and go home. Well, on the flip side, I wasn't feeling too good. Well, I could have taken a panadol and stayed on further but I decided that all of a sudden, I really want to be alone (So much so for being a Melocholic) Before I went home, I took a stroll around the area where I stayed. I started to hum to the song that was sung during P&W this morning - Come Holy Spirit by Caroline Tjen

Come Holy Spirit, fall on me now
I need your anoining come in your power
I love you Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday I grow to love you more

I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hand
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see you face to face
I worship you in spirit and in truth

As I sing, I started to think - What is so captivating about God?
Then I realized that EVERYTHING about God is captivating.
I can't fathom His thoughts. I can't imagine how could anyone die for me.
I can't imagine the abundance grace He has shown.
I can't imagine my life without Him.
God perfects me in every way. When I am helpless, He is my help. When I am weak, He is my strength. When I am lost, He is my north star. When I am sad, He puts a smile on my face. When I am angry, He is my peace. When I am lonely, He keeps me company. What I am not, He is everything.
That's what's so captivating about God.

Be blessed!

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