Rojak

I am in a mixed up mood today.
I am upset yet I am joyful.
I am kanchiong yet I feel peaceful.
I am tired yet I feel recharged.
I feel drained yet I am excited.

Can you see what a "rojak" I am?

I am a little upset over certain news that I received today YET I feel joyful knowing that God is still watching over me no matter what.
I am very kanchiong with workloads increasing at work and deadlines to meet at school YET I feel very peaceful that if I do my best, God will give me the strength to go through it.
I am physically tired YET after spending time with God, I feel so recharged. I know God is still with me even though I may not feel His presence.
I feel drained and a little over my own limitations YET I am so excited of what my life is becoming now.

I look forward to everyday waking up knowing that "Today is the day that the Lord has made!". I am so excited meeting new people though I still struggle at making conversations. I am excited to make mistakes at work so that through that I can learn. But of course, it's a little "Ouch" at first. :) I am glad that I have a life that's filled with purpose. I am glad that I have a life that I look forward to everyday. And at night, I look forward to lying on my bed and sleep. Haha!!

To you guys out there, thank you one and all for being my friend. Thanks for putting up with my weaknesses & strengths. Hee..

(Pssst.. Did I tell you? Today I had my FIRST game of Playstation! Had a REAL good fun!)