Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Oh! What a day...

Oooh.. What a day at work.
The minute I arrived at work, I witnessed 2 of my colleagues arguing with one another.
The tension was real great... and soon, I found myself being a middle person.
As much as I hate to be in that position, my job scope somehow does need me to be one.

Not too long later... (maybe 15mins later), I dealt with yet another a difficult patient.
The whole ordeal lasted 5400secs, 90mins or 1 and half hour.
I was practically choking myself.
Liken to a person drowning in the pool struggling looking for a life buoy all over...
But no one could help.
My senior hasn't arrived yet and boy... I really prayed.
I prayed for divine intervention.
Pray REAL hard...
I suddenly remember Rev Margaret Seaward's sermon - When all else fail, God is there.

Heee... I guess God intervened...
My senior suddenly appeared!
I am so amazed by her skills!
I find myself dropping my jaw at the way she handled it.. telling myself.. "Mmm.. I must learn more. Learn the skills, make the mistake and next time will be better!"
The whole thing was settled at our clinic level without moving up to the Macrosystem - The forum!!!

Anyway... my day has not yet ended...
It was only 1030am when the whole commotion ended.

Next...
2 staffs quarrelled.
For a moment, I thought I would witnessed a cat fight about to occur.
Again, as a supervisor, I felt so suppressed.
I just dunno how to handle 2 middle aged ladies quarrelling.
Again and again, I learned from my senior.
Somehow I learned that... If you can't get your message across cause they are louder than you, you jolly well be louder than them.
Haha!
This is really an area that I fail in.
I can't imagine myself shouting or talking loudly.
But again, case to case, situation to situation.. sometimes, my voice just have to learn to be louder than the situation.

*sigh*
That was only 1230pm!!! ArGh!!
By the time 530pm came and I could go home, my brain was practically switched off to study for my exams...
I felt so so so physically and mentally drained.

Thank goodness, when I woke up this morning, I reminded myself that no matter what, I will choose to thank God.
NOthing is that bad that will cause my life.

However, praise God, by His strength and blessing, I got a couple of good classmates to study with me and to wake me up by asking lots of questions.
The amazing thing is... of the 4 hours of studies, we laughed 2 hours.
It was really a laughing session for us..
You know.. The reality hit us yesterday when my classmate commented..
"Hmm.. After Tuesday, we have no more reasons to meet to study already. LIfestyle gonna go back to the busy schedule..Better try our best to meet."

Honestly, even last week, I was already preparing myself that somehow, when our lifestyle will resume, that will really mean that it's going to cut alot of our interactions.
Which means that somehow, no matter what, there will be less communication, less meet up, etc...
That's life.. heee...
One thing we concluded was - "Dun worry, we will see each other in heaven!!!! And we will keep each other in prayers!"
Hee... the amazing thing about this BIG FAMILY OF GOD!!!!

Morning is God's way of saying: "One more time.. Live life... make a difference... touch one heart... encourage one mind... and inspire one soul..."

2 comments:

Tiger said...

if you cannot shout or talk loudly, how about singing? :P maybe that will grab their attention to you (what are you doing??) then you can disfuse them? haha.. i dunno, never tried that before coz I can be loud.

DARLing said...

U had a bad day har...
God will make a way where there seems to be no way