God is Good... ALL THE TIME!!!

One thing I learned during this "paralyzed" week is God is still good and He is still faithful!

I was feeling pretty miserable yesterday when I came back to work.
Worst of all was the news that I have a meeting today that well, lasted till 10pm. I hate it whenever I have to compromise meeting my sheep and work!! Yet, sometimes, when duty calls, duty calls.
Ironically, when I was at home on Tuesday and Wednesday, there wasn’t much pain but when I went to work yesterday, my neck and chest seemed to be painful again.
I reckon it must be too much walking.
Feeling super miserable and sorry for myself not knowing even what I did to have this pain…

HOWEVER, when I was on the way to CG, I start to prepare myself with the songs that I will be leading…
The first song "God is good, all the time" suddenly just hit me hard!
He said in His promise that He will never leave us nor forsake us.
He said too that perfect love cast out all fears.
He has demonstrated too that He loves me so much that He sent JC to die for me.
I started to recollect Ps Jeff’s sermon on Sunday.
He said that even though you are far from God, God is still near to you. How near you want God to be depends on our heart.
In all honesty, I dwelled so much in feeling sorry for myself that I forgot to draw close to Him.
Thankfully that He is good all the time and He is still near to me though I may be far.
*smile*
Just like an sms that a friend send to me that says "God loves you too much not to care for you."

ALL righty! I should stop feeling miserable and BELIEVE in His providence!!!