**anticipation**

For the past 2 weeks, I have these 2 words running around my head - "Refiner's Fire"...
For silver to be refined and purified, the silversmith have to hold that silver in hot fire.
Only by looking at the silver and seeing his image in it will the silversmith know if the silver's refined.

Just felt so encouraged...
Cause in Malachi 3:3, it says "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver."
I felt so encouraged cause, liken the silver, despite the discouragement that we have to go through in life's journey, we can KNOW that God's eyes is always looking at us.

Had a VERY eventful day today...
I couldn't sleep last night cause I kept thinking "Hmm.. what will the auditors ask me?"
Guess.. being one of the key staff in the clinic has its pressures..
As I was praying last night, I really didn't know what to pray for...
Pray for wisdom such that I can answer?
Or pray that the auditors won't choose my clinic to audit??
In the end, I pray for peace..
Cause I know that if I have God in my life, I can claim that victory..
Finally I slept soundly... :)

Then this morning in my shower, I SUDDENLY remembered that today, 2pm, is my release of exams results.
Suddenly, I was SO filled with anticipation!!!
It's been quite some time that I felt such feelings..!
Maybe cause this semester, I really had put in alot of effort.
Maybe cause this semester, I felt that I have really learnt.

Heee... as you can guessed..., 1:15pm.. 1:20pm.. 1:31pm..
I wonder.. why is time so slow when I want it to be fast?
2pm finally came and I got a wonderful gift!!
It's better than I expected!

I remember my mother always tell me this..
"When you do your best, God will do the rest. Dun worry."
Indeed, this semester, I was really challenged in the area of managing my time..
With a new job.. 2 exams.. I do wonder if I can perform better than last year when I was jobless..
But God is faithful. :)

Oh ya oh ya!
Another great thing is that the auditors didn't choose my clinic to audit!Haha!!!

Honestly, I learnt something through this...
For the past 3 weeks, we were so busy preparing for this audit AS IF the auditors were coming.
I start to think... "Hey, as believers of Christ, are we preparing ourselves? Are we gearing ourselves? Are we equipping ourselves?"
This Sunday, Ps spoke about the church being the bride for the groom..
And if a bride takes a year to prepare to look her prettiest at her wedding, are we preparing ourselves to look pretty too?

Hee... Lots of thoughts..
Just dunno how to pen ALL down.. Haha!
Dun mind me man... I am just flowing all thoughts out..

Now, I only have ONE thought!!!
What should I have for breakfast tomorrow?