Easter

Happy Easter day to all...

Today, I have to work. I have to push myself to wake up cause I wasn't feeling quite right as my body ached due the the accumulated lack of proper sleep over the past few nights. In my 4 months of work, I have never been involved in an intensive case before. Well, here's indeed my chance to learn!

By the time work ends for me, it's already about 230pm. Had very much wanted to pop by my Unit Leader's place for my Unit Outreach event but I decided that more than ever, I needed some time just for myself. Thus after much inner debate, I made my way home.

While I was walking towards the train station, it rained. Gosh... One part of me felt real good getting wet! (Ok.. I love rain) Another part of me felt very COLD! Haha!! Well, health precedes everything else and I ran into a shopping centre to dry myself as well as to search for yet another umbrella to buy. Then, my sister smsed me saying "Jie, God is crying!". At that sms, I remembered the death of Jesus. Before Jesus gave up His spirit, He cried out in a loud voice. At that moment, the curtain of the temple was torn apart. The earth shook and the rocks split. I thought to myself "God must REALLY have hurt a GREAT deal, a great great deal...just for all of us. For me.".

After I purchased my umbrella, I continued my journey. Well, recently, I learned a little about abortion and by law, any pregnancy that is more than 24weeks, an abortion will NOT be allowed. I read in a news article about a teenage mother saying "I want to abort because I can't afford to raise him up. Yet, when I do give birth to it, I do not want to put it up for adoption. It's like asking me to cut a flesh off me." Then I wondered - What's it really like to "cut a flesh off me"?

Well, too much thoughts for the day is just not good. I came home and unwind. Slept so much till my mum has to rock me up and my dog has to come lick me. Haaa...

After dinner, I prepared myself for HopeKids' games. Just gotta run through the game in my mind over and over... I just pray that I won't panic or get over-anxious. Just relax and enjoy the game myself too! Not forgetting, tomorrow I have to go back to Toys 'R' Us to exchange the robot arm that I bought! Regretted not checking thoroughly. I didn't realised that the clamp is missing a piece of rubber. Without that, picking things up with that arm is gonna be a tall order.

I'm going to end it with a DVD that my colleague lent me - Gospel of John.

It has been a great Easter. Happy Easter to all!