Monday & Tuesday blues

I was so overwhelmed by work today that I just broke down in the train. All I could do was to shut my eyes tight and hope my eyes/face ain't too red. Just when I thought "Ok.. I should be transiting well and *bang* suddenly so many issues!"

I ended my day yesterday thinking what a terrible day it was. You know, in the past, I have never known what Monday Blues was since Monday, to me, is just like any other days. But no, yesterday I know, finally, what Monday Blues mean. I felt so so blue yesterday that I came home, lie and bed and just cry and pray. I fell asleep reminding myself that God's grace and mercies are new everyday. It felt good that God heard me. I felt heard.

Today, I woke up feeling real upbeat. Feeling that it's a beautiful day. Yet, at the end of the day, I felt so inadequate. I felt so overwhelmed. Felt something that I just can't explain in words and just feel like crying. (which, ok, I did on the train).

Now, I can't wait for church camp to arrive! (2 more days!) Finally 4 days set aside totally for God! I have been praying that God will give me a word. For these days, I really just want to set things aside and just enjoy the presence and refreshment of friends and God. For now, I am glad that Tuesday is over.