Unexpected blog

There will be two post today even though I thought that I do not even want to blog today. However, after 4 hours, I am proud to be the owner of a small chest of drawers made out of corrugated paper. I spent 6 days having the concept in my mind & in that 6 days, I made out the measurements and the "to-do" so as to get what I wanted. AND I had the final product in my mind...

However, when I start doing it, the process was really tough. Making the skeleton was easy. Making the drawers to fit was real tough. After 2 hours of trying and it failed, I started to stare at the skeleton wondering what can I do now to salvage. My constraints were my tiredness and my lack of materials. Haa.. So I took out cloths, ribbons to figure out how to wrap the accessories into the box without hitting one another. After nearly an hour of trying, I decided to re-do the drawers.

When it was done, I had great satisfaction. My friend online asked me - Do you even earn? So much effort yet not much profit. Hmm.. I guess I will still go by my principle - Do it to my ultimate best. Never give up. If I have to give up sleep just to do it, I will.

But before I started on this blog, I remembered the call of Jeremiah. Before he was born and in his mother's womb, God already knew him. Ironically (I am grinning now), when I completed this drawer, the satisfaction that I felt reminded me of this verse. It's like, before this drawer was "born", I already had the final product in my mind and I already have had thought of the steps in doing it.

Tonight, I lay on my bed feeling totally secure that God's hands is upon me. *YAWN*