Wild Imagination

Just doing some verbal vomit with my imagination here...

If you got married and soon, honeymoon phase is over and you see the real side of your spouse. Suddenly, you got the first punch or the first kick or the first threat. You get real upset. Then perhaps, you'd start asking yourself "Why did I even marry in the first place?". First time lead to second time and perhaps, continuous. After a few weeks/months/years, you'd probably notice that you grew stronger than when everything first started. In a good way, you gained resilience. In a bad way, you actualize the abuse and thinks that it's ok to be treated that way.

I get very sad when one thinks that it's ok to be treated with disrespect. I really wonder "What is ok?" It's in times like these that I long to take the blanket of God and cover them. It's in times like these that I long to tell them that "Hey.. you are not alone! There is someone who really really REALLY loves you alot.." The deepest desire of God is to share His presence with us. I long so much to hug them and share this love.

Anyway, something happened in the afternoon that got me very tensed up. So tensed that when I was swimming in the evening, my calf cramped at my 14th lap. Good thing, I was only about 2m away from the wall so I hopped back and massaged myself. Being stubborn, I swam one-legged to complete my 20-lap swim. However, the irony of it all is that after the swim, I was loosened up and the strain on my right shoulder was no longer painful. On Monday, I couldn't even hold my pen.. :(

All righty.. Time to cuddle up my faithful bed. She has been waiting for me for the whole day... *grinZ*