Habit

I have come to realize that I am such a creature of habits.

For the 5th time, I went to Fu Lin Yong Tau Hoo at Siglap and immediately I headed for the Cheesecake Shop for a drink and cheesecake.

I have come to realize recently that I am really a habitual person. If I go to Raffles City food court, it will be beef noodles I go for. If it's Northpoint, it will be Nasi Padang. Kallang place would be Chicken Rice. Not as if I tried everything from that food joint until I narrow down to one particular dish.

There will be a routine when I return home. The things I do, can almost be predictable. Even Spanner, my black yorkshire has a routine! When I return home, he will run to the main door and welcome me. After which, he will jump up my bed and sit upright. He'll wait for me to put my bag down, take my watch and ring out and then walk over to stroke him. He will then turn on his back and let me 'sayang' his stomach. At the word "Ok!", he will jump up and that 1-min of bonding is over between us.

Honestly, I think I do not like my 'schedule' to be disturbed. I will feel 'mang jang' (frustrated). When things are not within my control, I can feel so.... Helpless (for the lack of a better word) Yes, this bit is just the boring & routined & control-freaked me.