Wakie wakie..

When was the last time I blogged?
Oh man.. can't quite remember...
Just back from meeting a friend... so waiting for my hair to be dried now..
Else headache tomorrow... *grimace*

Work's getting busier..
It's amazing that there was a day that was jam packed with meetings from 9am to 730pm..
By the time 730pm came, I think there's no more juice left in my brains.. haha!

On my way home that day, I was just thinking...
As a small "fry" in that company, I am already quite busy...
Then... just how about is the CEO of the company?
I was in the meeting with him at 9-12pm..
Then I see him again at 5pm...
Got me to think that it's really true that the higher your position, the higher is your responsibility.
Hmm.... I wonder how it feels pastoring a WHOLE church...
Wow....
Got me to really think...

Anyway, got quite a good wake up call last Sunday...
Something that Rev Dr Fred Seaward spoke straight to my heart (& I believe to many other hearts too...)
From Mk 8:22-25, he saw the analogy of the blur vision of the sight of men as trees and posed us questions - Do we see men like trees? Do we say a prayer for our loved ones? If we could reach out to JUST one soul, how many souls could we have already won?

Again, these words really pricked my heart.
I mean.. honestly, how many times a week did I really pray for my family - Lest to say getting down on knees to pray for them.
And hmm... got me to wonder.. how much do I love my family...

I am in the midst of "formulating" out my camp objectives..
Oh oh oh.. Just realised from the bulletin that next year no church camp..
Haha.. when I saw that, I saw the importance of making FULL use of this year's church camp to pray and ask God....
Heeee.....

Finally.. it's Friday.. This week, though busy, is a pretty short week cause MOnday was a P. Holiday..
Shiok shiok shiok...
So glad for tomorrow..
After work, I am going for a swim.. pray hard that it'll be a fantastic weather...
Then will come home to pack my room PART II (yes.. there will be a PART III & maybe IV)...
Then I will sleep REAL well in the night...

*yawn*...
Okie dokie..
Time

CG today

Been a LLLoooonngGG time that I have entered anything here.
Been a life of deadlines for a 3 good LONG months..
First was deadlines for assignments.
Then was deadlines for exams...
After exams, last week, there was deadline for my renovation at my workplace to be completed. And I have to even personally get my hands working on the reno. Haha!
Then now, deadline for my Fire Evacuation Plan to be up before audit.
Then deadlines for other projects...

Makes me wonder...
Why is life so hectic?
Sometimes, I really miss those student days...
I miss life in Oz where it's not so hectic..
Well.. Again, I wonder is it NOT hectic cause it's Oz or cause I was a student.
HAha!
But I do miss those times where my QT is not in my room but by the river sitting on a swing during Autumn time waving to people across the river at times! Haha...
Ooooh man... I can just smell the air now... :P

Had a wonderful day today.
I got my PC reformatted few days back..
And I get to do my work better, more efficient and NO more hanging without saving! Haha!
Did meet a few difficult patients but I guess that's part of life.
I only know that the whole day, I was looking forward to my CG at night!

Today CG was VERY different..
We have ONE new visitor!
I was SO excited!!
Very encouraged by her cause she was the one who asked for a CG to be attached to.
Makes me wonder - What is our own personal hunger for God now?
Are we taking things for granted or what?

Today, we had a debate on God's way VS our own ways.
Very much brought back to John 12:24 where it talks about the DREAM of a seed is to be a plant. Before it becomes a plant, the seed has to die first before it experience growth.

Then I start thinking about my own dream that started 3 years back.
And looking on, I have come to understand that in order to fulfill a God-given dream, I will need God-given supernatural powers.
I will need to rely on Him...

Just wanna end of tonight by saying thanks to ALL who have stood by me in all my times..
You guys play a part (small or BIG) in who I am now.
And I am really glad that our path in life crossed.

Jeremiah 1:5

Jeremiah 1:5 spoke so strongly "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."

Praise and Worship was fantastic today.I felt like I was brought back in time..
Back to my life before and after giving my life to Christ.
I begin to see how God has ALSO been blessing me EVEN before I gave my life to Him.
Everything seemed so planned. I recollected how He brought me back to Him, I thank God for those who prayed for even before I rededicated.

How I had defied Him yet He was so faithful.
How I had my downs yet He lifted me up.
How I had lost all confidence yet He promised me that He's my confidence.
How I had lost all faith yet He told me that He still love me and has a plan and a purpose for me.
Guess that period of time, I must have stretched a few of my friend's faith.. Hee... YEAH!!!!
Another 46 hours to "Pens down"!!!!
I can't WAIT!
Heeeee!!!!!
I believe this week is going to be a fantastic week.. Not only because it marks the end of mugging BUT it's the holy matrimony of a good friend's wedding!Can't wait!!

Till then... :)